Tuhan itu luar biasa banget. Luar
biasa baiknya, luar biasa humorisnya, dan luar biasa manisnya. Kenapa aku bisa
bilang begitu? Karena sore ini aku baru mengalami (lagi) yang namanya dihibur
dengan manis oleh-Nya.
Today wasn’t good day. I had some
family argumentation which make a negative effect for my plan, my day, and my
mood and much more. I have terrible feeling. Do you ever feel the pain in your
chest literally from seeing/hearing/thinking something that breaks your heart? I
did. What is the worst part from cancelled plan? The fact that all of your word
was unlistened. Even your tears can’t come out from your eyes because of the
pain. Sadness, anger, disappointment seems like want to make my heart full. And everything getting worse when I
got traffic near my house. It push me to turn around and find another way,
further. Oh God, can’t this getting worse? Padahal saat itu maunya cepat-cepat
sampai di rumah dan mengurung diri di
kamar. Aku mengeluh.
